Meghan Sara

Tag: disordered eating

  • In The Cosmic Scheme Of Things, It’s Only A Number

    In The Cosmic Scheme Of Things, It’s Only A Number

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    meghan

      trigger warning: eating disorders   This weekend, I accidentally found out how much I weigh.   This is a weighty (HA!) subject for me because, as you may or may not know, for YEARS I was OBSESSED with my weight. The number. I weighed myself SEVERAL TIMES A DAY. As does, I suppose, everyone whose entire worth hinges…

  • GOOD NEWS! And Rain Will Make The Flowers Grow

    GOOD NEWS! And Rain Will Make The Flowers Grow

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    meghan

      Hello, Friday! Our current weather is this: golden sunshine, POURING rain, and rumbles of thunder. That’s…pretty much a great metaphor for how my week has been: tempestuous but hopeful. Painful, but cleansing? No personal details, but all you need to know is I’m ok. The weather is pretty alarming, but also kind of incredible…

  • Giving Up Giving Up Things For Lent For Lent

    Giving Up Giving Up Things For Lent For Lent

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    Read it again: it makes sense. I was raised Catholicish, which means we were really The Most Catholic two times of the year: Christmas and Easter. Both holidays were preceded by a months-long buildup of anticipation at church wherein the man in the pulpit raised his voice and railed about how it was important to…