Category: currently

  • Currently… in September 2016

    Currently… in September 2016

      FEELING:  Confused! I just got back from Burning Man yesterday (YESTERDAY!) and after over two weeks of living entirely for Burning Man, I’m confused how to reintegrate to my life. My to-do list is miles long, and it’s a little daunting, but not nearly as intense as trying to take my incredible experience and figure…

  • Currently… in August 2016

    Currently… in August 2016

    FEELING:  Wow. The month of July passed so quickly, it feels like one minute it was the Fourth of July and the next, I was celebrating my birthday! The month sure went out on several intense notes, it’s like a season finale of a TV show. To say that I’m overwhelmed would be an understatement.…

  • Currently… in July 2016

    Currently… in July 2016

    FEELING:  A little more focused than I was in the middle of last month. There was a period of real struggle after some serious blows and dark moments, but I’m starting to find a groove after picking myself back up. I hit a personal low last month and self-harmed for the first time since college, but…

  • Currently… in June 2016

    Currently… in June 2016

    FEELING:  A bit lost, to be honest. My internship is over, and I’m back on the hunt for a new…purpose, really.  I’m doing pretty well so far out of the gate, pitching and sending emails and applying to jobs, but I’m frustrated because I want something to happen RIGHT NOW!   WATCHING: So much reality TV.…

  • Currently… in May 2016

    Currently… in May 2016

    FEELING:  Exhausted!  I’ve been looking forward to this post for a LONG time, because I feel like so much has changed and everything has gone by so fast!  Like Holy Hell, we have a whole new room in our apartment!   WATCHING: Sadly, I discovered a whole new season of Say Yes to the Dress I…

  • Currently… in April 2016

    Currently… in April 2016

    FEELING:  Very positive!  I’ve been soooo busy, and busy seems to be good for me. WATCHING: RuPaul’s Drag Race has been making my LIFE!  I feel like this is the best season in a few years – maybe since Sharon Needles and everything!  There are some REALLY STRONG competitors and I have my favourites (cough…

  • Currently… in March 2016

    Currently… in March 2016

    FEELING:  Hopeful.  I have an appointment with a therapist this week.  After a lot of soul-searching and talking things over, I decided I needed to return to therapy late last year, and finally made contact with a therapist who might be able to take me on as a patient.  I’m not expecting immediate results, but…

  • Currently… in February 2016

    Currently… in February 2016

    FEELING:  The never-ending cold has passed!  But not before I “passed” it to my boyfriend!  Aww, shucks.  Well, now we’re both feeling better and it is glorious not to be sick anymore! WATCHING:  Alternating between Flavor of Love and Law and Order: SVU because they inspire me – no really!  I wrote about reality TV…

  • Currently… in January 2016

    Currently… in January 2016

    FEELING:  I brought a head cold home with me from Christmas, and it’s knocking me out big time!  I’ve been sick for five days, and I’m so over it. WATCHING:  My boyfriend and I have been watching Jessica Jones together, and sometimes Star Trek: The Next Generation.  On my own, I am so excited that…

  • Currently… in December 2015

    Currently… in December 2015

    FEELING:  A little sad that open tour season is going to be over soon, and when it ends comes the beastly winter weather.  I love working the tours, I feel like I’m really good at it by now, it’s totally my jam, and taking a hiatus from that is so sad to me! WATCHING:  I…

  • Currently… in November 2015

    Currently… in November 2015

    FEELING:  A little bit under the weather, but I may just be hungover as I write this!  Halloween was such a blast, and I went out for a drink after my tour with my boyfriend and friend and may have overdone it…ughhh… I do have a clean bill of health from my doctor though! WATCHING: …

  • Currently… in October 2015

    Currently… in October 2015

    FEELING:  Compared to last month?  Soooo much better.  Oh, I’m going out and doing things, taking on projects, I feel more confident in my ability to move on with my life and do things.  From little things like painting the bathroom and putting up the shelves in the office, to just touching up my roots…

  • Currently… in September 2015

    Currently… in September 2015

    FEELING:  Lost.  Pressure is on now to find a job while my life has stabilized and I’m not running off to the desert for weeks at a time (Hi!  Still out there!  Sincerely hope as I write this I’m not crawling in bugs and pooping in a bucket!).  I really have no idea where to…

  • Currently… in August 2015

    Currently… in August 2015

    FEELING:  You know what?  Summer vacation has been everything I dreamed of.  I am so grateful for this time to relax and focus on one job at a time!  I feel like my life is not a crisis anymore. WATCHING:  For the first time in months, I have the time and energy to finish an…

  • Currently… in July 2015

    Currently… in July 2015

    FEELING:  Free!  I cannot emphasize that enough, so let me try again:  FREE!!!  The final weeks of school were a mess and completely destroyed me.  Any shred I was clinging to was completely gone.  I have burned that to the ground and it is done.  I know there’s a new adventure for me out there,…

  • Currently…in June 2015

    Currently…in June 2015

    FEELING:  Relieved!  Just yesterday my boyfriend and I moved in together!  It took ALL DAY but now we’re staring at heaps of boxes of combined stuff that will someday be our home which is amazing! WATCHING:  In anticipation of living with someone I love and respect, I’ve been getting all my trashy reality TV out…

  • Currently… in May 2015

    Currently… in May 2015

    FEELING:  reinvigorated:  blue skies are my high.  I’m a summer baby, through and through.  Seeing sunshine (even though it’s still blustery and cold) is giving me hope for warmer temperatures ahead! WATCHING:  The Twilight Zone for my lesson planning.  Work has consumed my life.  More on that later… LISTENING TO:  Mad new wave.  Two new…

  • Currently…in April 2015

    Currently…in April 2015

    FEELING:  Confused beyond words!  I’m so uncertain of what my future should be like.  It’s almost completely crippling!  But I’m really upbeat about it! WATCHING:  I’ve been eagerly awaiting each new RuPaul’s Drag Race and devouring the entire Broad City! LISTENING TO:  Lots of bouncy new wave, especially Morissey! READING:  I started Love in the…

  • Currently… in March 2015

    Currently… in March 2015

    FEELING:  Overworked and overwhelmed.  I just got back from a school break and right away it’s back to the grind in a big way!  I’m worried about next year still, but after the emotional roller coaster of this school year, I feel like I can handle anything that gets thrown my way.  This year has…

  • Currently…in February 2015

    Currently…in February 2015

    FEELING:  Excited!  February has my second-favourite holiday – Valentine’s Day!  As a (usually hopeless) romantic, I’m a sucker for chocolate and hearts and chocolate and roses and chocolate and love songs and chocolate!  During February, everything red and pink is VALENTINES!!!  Lovey-dovey and sweet and perfect and I’m thrilled! WATCHING:  I just got all caught…